Once I shed tears for my frustrations and moved by my infatuation. Along the way, the situation changed. When I look back, I still feel unreal. Fortunately
- Chapter I
- Chapter II
- Chapter III
- Chapter IV
- Chapter V
- Chapter VI
- Chapter VII
- Chapter VIII
- Chapter IX
- Chapter X
- Chapter XI
- Chapter XII
- Chapter XIII
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter XIX
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63 decisions
- Chapter 64 love
- Chapter 65 entrustment
- Chapter 66 destination
- Chapter 67 departure
- Chapter 68 medicine nursery
- Chapter 69 A Rou
- Chapter 70 "script"
- Chapter 71 past events
- Chapter 72 new year's Eve
- Chapter 73 Luo Xia
- Chapter 74 Lu County
- Chapter 75 supporting orphans
- Chapter 76 dark night
- Chapter 77 returning to the city
- Chapter 78 farewell
- Chapter 79 going out of town
- Chapter 80 departure
- Chapter 81 en route
- Chapter 82 arrival
- Chapter 83 Li Dai
- Chapter 84 peach stiffness
- Chapter 85 selection
- Chapter 86 Road
- Chapter 87 post house
- Chapter 88 alternatives
- Chapter 89 selection
- Chapter 90 election
- Chapter 91 West Garden
- Chapter 92 Winter Garden
- Chapter 93 first arrival
- Chapter 94 rules
- Chapter 95 conversation
- Chapter 96 art adjustment
- Chapter 97 daily
- Chapter 98 anxiety
- Chapter 99 madam
- Chapter 100 the Duke
- Chapter 101 first encounter
- Chapter 102 past events
- Chapter 103 concubine Dong
- Chapter 104 Shangxin
- Chapter 105 get pity
- Chapter 106 success
- Chapter 107 apricot
- Chapter 108 housewarming
- Chapter 109 external investigation
- Chapter 110 great surprise
- Chapter 111 customs clearance
- Chapter 112 fear after death
- Chapter 113 playback
- Chapter 114 gluttony
- Chapter 115 tenderness
- Chapter 117 production
- Chapter 118 uneasiness
- Chapter 119 guardianship
- Chapter 120 proceedings
- Chapter 121 not giving up
- Chapter 122 madam
- Chapter 123 once
- Chapter 124 changes
- Chapter 125 cover up
- Chapter 126 escort
- Chapter 127 White Horse Temple
- Chapter 128 incense
- Chapter 129 charity
- Chapter 130 happiness
- Chapter 131 peace
- Chapter 132 pastoral
- Chapter 133 moving
- Chapter 134 dark tide
- Chapter 135 missing
- Chapter 136 memories
- Chapter 137 return period
- Chapter 138 return
- Chapter 139 company
- Chapter 140 tenderness
- Chapter 141 Fubian
- Chapter 142 night plot
- Chapter 143 night plot (Continued)
- Chapter 144 return
- Chapter 145 post station
- Chapter 146 nightmare
- Chapter 147 reappearance
- Chapter 148 repetition
- Chapter 149 lianfan
- Chapter 150 fear
- Chapter 151 collapse
- Chapter 152 worry and fear
- Chapter 153 family affairs
- Chapter 154 canonization
- Chapter 155 vision
- Chapter 156 syncope
- Chapter 157 pregnancy
- Chapter 158 pathfinding
- Chapter 159 small gains
- Chapter 160 melancholy
- Chapter 161 abortion
- Chapter 162 children
- Chapter 163 contradictions
- Chapter 164 love words
- Chapter 165 husband and wife
- Chapter 166 mother and son
- Chapter 167 torture
- Chapter 168 warmth
- Chapter 169 planning
- Chapter 170 sacrificial stoves
- Chapter 171 New Year
- Chapter 172 explanation
- Chapter 173 strange dreams
- Chapter 174 early morning
- Chapter 175 daughter
- Chapter 176 training women
- Chapter 177 fireworks
- Chapter 178 Shou Sui
- Chapter 179 small banquet
- Chapter 180 running water
- Chapter 181 copper crane
- Chapter 182 first day of junior high school
- Chapter 183 routine
- Chapter 184 Qixia courtyard
- Chapter 185 mutation
- Chapter 186 production
- Chapter 187 call
- Chapter 188 stealing Talisman
- Chapter 189 dreams
- Chapter 190 Awakening
- Chapter 191 discussion
- Chapter 192 full moon
- Chapter 193 heaven changes
- Chapter 194 parting
- Chapter 195 killing heart
- Chapter 196 accidents
- Chapter 197 replacement
- Chapter 198 new and old
- Chapter 199 reversal
- Chapter 200 aftermath
- Chapter 201 flow trap
- Chapter 202 dumb women
- Chapter 203 old friends
- Chapter 204 truth
- Chapter 105 coma
- Chapter 206 Awakening
- Chapter 207 Awakening
- Chapter 208 decadence
- Chapter 209 sister Qin
- Chapter 210 Islands
- Chapter 211 iron skeleton
- Chapter 212 tranquility
- Chapter 213 cold winter
- Chapter 214 uncover secrets
- Chapter 215 uncover secrets (continued 1)
- Chapter 216 uncover secrets (continued 2)
- Chapter 217 uncover secrets (Continued 3)
- Chapter 218 uncover secrets (continued 4)
- Chapter 219 uncover secrets (continued 5)
- Chapter 220 uncover secrets (continued 6)
- Chapter 121 uncover secrets (continued 7)
- Chapter 222 uncover secrets (continued 8)
- Chapter 223 uncover secrets (continued 9)
- Chapter 224 uncover secrets (continued 10)
- Chapter 225 uncover secrets (continued 11)
- Chapter 226 disillusionment
- Chapter 227 pregnancy
- Chapter 228 doubts
- Chapter 229 newcomers
- Chapter 230 having children
- Chapter 231 changes
- Chapter 232 outlying islands
- Chapter 233 leaving the rear
- Chapter 234 mystery
- Chapter 235 storm
- Chapter 236 shelter from the wind
- Chapter 237 reconstruction
- Chapter 238 subtle influence
- Chapter 239 worry
- Chapter 240 return
- Chapter 241 injury
- Chapter 242 doctor
- Chapter 243 sons
- Chapter 244 transformation
- Chapter 245 warmth
- Chapter 246 night talk
- Chapter 247 beloved
- Chapter 248 pastoral
- Chapter 249 homesickness
- Chapter 250 disease occurrence
- Chapter 251 decisions
- Chapter 252 outlying islands
- Chapter 253 sailing
- Chapter 254 reception
- Chapter 255 consternation
- Chapter 256 suspicion
- Chapter 257 past events
- Chapter 258 first meeting
- Chapter 259 royal family
- Chapter 260 National Teachers
- Chapter 261 revenge
- Chapter 262 ports
- Chapter 263 entering the mountain
- Chapter 264 Summer Palace
- Chapter 265 pleasure
- Chapter 266 return to Beijing
- Chapter 267 itinerary
- Chapter 268 Palace
- Chapter 269 new life
- Chapter 270 important tasks
- Chapter 271 brothers
- Chapter 272 grand ceremony
- Chapter 273 sensitivity
- Chapter 274 disputes
- Chapter 275 past events
- Chapter 276 pregnancy
- Chapter 277 Qin and his wife
- Chapter 278 secret discussion
- Chapter 279 secret discussion (Continued)
- Chapter 280 economy
- Chapter 281 Qin Dong
- Chapter 282 cultivation
- Chapter 283 mourning death
- Chapter 284 sister
- Chapter 285 family visit
- Chapter 286 long Princess
- Chapter 287 Fukang
- Chapter 288 return
- Chapter 289 return journey
- Chapter 290 disputes
- Chapter 291 return
- Chapter 292 the birth of the eldest princess
- Chapter 293 dragon and Phoenix fetus
- Chapter 294 husband
- Chapter 295 triumph
- Chapter 296 running back thousands of miles
- Chapter 297 reunion
- Chapter 298 sister and brother
- Chapter 299 dislike
- Chapter 300 full moon feast
- Chapter 301 Princess Youxian
- Chapter 302 deja vu
- Chapter 303 sympathy
- Chapter 304 annual rites
- Chapter 305 annual rites (continued 1)
- Chapter 306 annual rites (continued 2)
- Chapter 307 surveillance
- Chapter 308 surveillance (continued 1)
- Chapter 309 imperial concubine
- Chapter 310 children
- Chapter 311 cadres
- Chapter 312 Persian visitors
- Chapter 313 Youxian King
- Chapter 314 clues
- Chapter 315 dawn
- Chapter 316 children
- Chapter 317 war breaks out again
- Chapter 318 frustration
- Chapter 319 brother Yu is injured
- Chapter 320 summoning teachers and asking questions
- Chapter 321 emergency
- Chapter 322 stick to
- Chapter 323 withdrawal
- Chapter 324 kill
- Chapter 325 thinking of pain
- Chapter 326 doubts
- Chapter 327 Sura
- Chapter 328 return
- Chapter 329 playback
- Chapter 330 playback (Continued)
- Chapter 331 refugees
- Chapter 332 refugees (Continued)
- Chapter 333 bitter fruit
- Chapter 334 Chang'an
- Chapter 335 Chang'an (Continued)
- Chapter 336 you'er
- Chapter 337 you'er (Continued)
- Chapter 338 clues
- Chapter 339 severe drought
- Chapter 340 feast
- Chapter 341 Counselors
- Chapter 342 truth
- Chapter 343 natural disasters
- Chapter 344 natural disasters (continued 1)
- Chapter 345 natural disasters (continued 2)
- Chapter 346 Youxian King
- Chapter 347 turnaround
- Chapter 348 warm spring
- Chapter 349 return
- Chapter 350 Linlang
- Chapter 351 Linlang (continued 1)
- Chapter 352 Linlang (continued 2)
- Chapter 353 Linlang (Continued 3)
- Chapter 354 Linlang (continued 4)
- Chapter 355 Linlang (continued 5)
- Chapter 356 major events
- Chapter 357 major events (continued 1)
- Chapter 358 apology
- Chapter 359 entanglement
- Chapter 360 estrangement
- Chapter 361 Qin Dong
- Chapter 362 detailed work
- Chapter 363 Youxian King
- Chapter 364 Youxian King (continued 1)
- Chapter 365 Youxian King (continued 2)
- Chapter 366 Youxian King (Continued 3)
- Chapter 367 Youxian King (continued 4)
- Chapter 368 stuffy
- Chapter 369 secret discussion
- Chapter 370 shock
- Chapter 371 caring
- Chapter 372 preference
- Chapter 373 resumption of war
- Chapter 374 Lingjian
- Chapter 375 Prelude
- Chapter 376 the full moon tower
- Chapter 377 actions
- Chapter 378 breaking the formation
- Chapter 379 encirclement
- Chapter 380 pleading guilty
- Chapter 381 mourning and honor
- Chapter 382 happiness
- Chapter 383 reflection
- Chapter 384 alienation
- Chapter 385 pride
- Chapter 386 Princess Na
- Chapter 387 bridging
- Chapter 388 side imperial concubine
- Chapter 389 Haitian win
- Chapter 390 centrifugation
- Chapter 391 new king
- Chapter 392 old friends
- Chapter 393 old friends (continued 1)
- Chapter 394 old friends (continued 2)
- Chapter 395 old friends (Continued 3)
- Chapter 396 old friends (continued 4)
- Chapter 397 understanding
- Chapter 398 return journey
- Chapter 399 reunion
- Chapter 400 Russell
- Chapter 401 interpretation
- Chapter 402 Prince Daqin
- Chapter 403 the new king of the Qin Dynasty
- Chapter 404 Qinian
- Chapter 405 meeting
- Chapter 406 secret talk
- Chapter 407 cloud
- Chapter 408 confrontation
- Chapter 409 heart attack
- Chapter 410 threats
- Chapter 411 disputes
- Chapter 412 pain
- Chapter 413 farewell
- Chapter 414 aspirations
- Chapter 415 persistence
- Chapter 416 analysis
- Chapter 417 analysis (continued 1)
- Chapter 418 analysis (continued 2)
- Chapter 419 analysis (Continued 3)
- Chapter 420 training women
- Chapter 421 Palace Banquet
- Chapter 422 marriage giving
- Chapter 423 marriage giving (Continued)
- Chapter 434 flower marriage
- Chapter 435 flower marriage (Continued)
- Chapter 436 relocation
- Chapter 437 confinement
- Chapter 438 chaos
- Chapter 439 jealousy
- Chapter 440 jealousy (Continued)
- Chapter 441 flashbacks
- Chapter 442 flashbacks (Continued)